New to this so forgive me

As you can see I am new to this bloggin thing but i guess i will give it a go.
I have spent my life in a state of disarray. Not knowing where im going or how to deal with where I have been. Life was hard until I came to a realisation "Life is what you make it, life is worth it, I am better than this and I need to BE better than this, let go of the things that have happened in the past and move forward and be happy about the present and the possibility of what is in the future"
When this realisation came to me I pulled my life together i decided i was going to be happy. So here i am today a happy healthy mum of 4 with struggles just like everyone else and sometimes, just sometimes, i almost slip back but i remind myself how good my life is now and i keep pushing forward.
So the main reason I started this blog is so I can help myself more. Recently I have had an anxiety disorder come back after not having it for 5 years so I am hoping if I blog and write things down I can help myself. I do everything i can to be positive but i need to rid myself of this disorder to be completely happy and to be a better mum/partner and everything else that involves being a stay at home parent.
I'm a relaxed person. I try to see the lighter side of everything. I try to make life good for everyone. So here's to me starting my blog and helping myself and making my life as good as when i didnt have the anxiety and as happy as i try to make others. I WILL beat this. I have beaten it before and i WILL beat it again. Just keep swimming, just keep swimming, just keep swimming, swimming, swimming, what do we do we swim swim :)